Sunday, March 17, 2013

Partners in Crime

You're gonna leave someday,
but I hope I stay
Inside your heart,
even though we're miles away.
Cause what scares me
is the thought that you'll grow up
and you'll forget that I'm waiting,
the same I ever was.
The same I ever was. 


Monday, March 11, 2013

Blowing Bubbles


It was the eleventh day of the month twice after January, twenty-three minutes, scratch that, twenty-two minutes to the hour after five in the afternoon with some uncertain amount of seconds having passed when I first realized: bubbles are evil.

Manipulative, selfish, little creatures, bubbles are. And I'm not even talking about the searing pain, twice the heat of a thousand white hot suns, when the little devils pop in your eye.

No, I've always thought of them as a protection from the outside world, a shield. But if you go on thinking like that, they'll return the favor by locking you in instead.

That's why you and I will never be important. 



The inside babies the prideful. It praises the selfish, the rationalizers, the pretenders, the judgemental, and most of all, the liars.
And the outside lets loose the dirty, the sinners, the the rationalizers, the work-a-holics, and the reckless. At least they're honest about it.

So it doesn't matter who's life you save, or the amount of money you make, or the quality of your latest blog post. You will never make it to the hall of fame.

It's all because you're inside. You're the pride being babied, and so am I. 

But who said you couldn't pop the bubble? The splash might sting a little, but no one ever got anywhere without a little opposition.

Thursday, March 7, 2013

If you're still breathing you're the lucky one.

Death is the permanent cessation of all biological functions that sustain a living organism.

"[But] suppose that people live forever. . .
With infinite life comes an infinite list of relatives.
Sons never escape from the shadows
of their fathers. Nor do daughters of their mothers.
[With life] no new enterprise is new. All things have
been attempted by some antecedent in the family tree.
[With life] no person is whole. No person is free.
Over time, some have determined
that the only way to live is to die. In death, a man or
a woman is free of the weight of the past. These few
souls, with their dear relatives looking on, dive into
Lake Constance or hurl themselves from Monte Lema,-
ending their infinite lives. In this way, the finite has
conquered the infinite, millions of autumns have
yielded to no autumns, millions of snowfalls have
yielded to no snowfalls, millions of admonitions have
yielded to none."

Death is the permanent cessation of all biological functions that sustain a living organism.
Life is the general or universal condition of human existence.
Infinite life is chaos.
A chaos that never ends.
So through the eyes of one living an infinite life, through the eyes of one who knows all, who has seen all, heard all, tried all, been all, there is nothing quite more relinquishing

than death.

Funny, seeing death as relinquishing when through the eyes of one who lives a normal life, death is adorned with pain. Every soul breathes its last breath, heaving through corrupted lungs before it joins the choir invisible, and perishes.